my love for you

2010-05-25T20:05:00.002+08:00

i have to work hard if i want to have this future :D

Met up with my Keanu today after school :D Then went to eat at pizza hut for lunch in central.

My life kinda revolves around my hubby, friends, grandparents, my mom, siblings, school, toa payoh central, tpy hub.

I have such a boring life:( I want it to be fun and exciting and I do not have to be worried for what time i must be home. take many many pictures of people and objects and landscapes and buildings and everything pretty. Everywhere i go i want it to be taken down in a picture. No worries in a life. But i think that would be impossible. Everyone would have to worry for at least a thing or two.

Prelims are reaching and i really really have to study very very hard. I have to motivate myself. I might also be joining the DPA to help me in getting into the course that i want. Aviation Management and Services. The cut off point is 10. How on earth am i going to get a score like that?

JiaYous!! Need to really work hard for my future now:D

To everybody, WORK HARD NOW AND YOU CAN ENJOY LIFE LATER WHEN YOU ARE OLDER.

Love,

Angela ♥

2010-05-23T21:37:00.002+08:00

BLOG DIE ALR!!!

mid year is over and im still feeling the stress of the prelims that is coming forward..

abt another 4 months maybe? IT IS LESS than 4 months if eu the take away the holidays and weekends... hmmm...

im trying very hard to concentrate and study hard but there are so many distractions around mii.

i cant seem to concentrate!! this is so frustrating..

i keep on telling myself to better study very hard if i want to leave this school by this year and get into the poly course that i want.

im making notes and revising :D

but still kinda failed my mid years badly..

but i improved in ss and geog:D but still failed:( need to study much much harder if im aiming for a B4..

need to buck up maths and science.. and need to improve fnn if i wanna get an A1 for it..

there was a question in de fnn paper which asked "list down the 3 elements that make up fat"..

do eu know wad i wrote?

1. monosaccaride

2. disaccarides

3. polysaccaride

i really WANT TO KILL MYSELF!!!! 3 marks gone... stupid...

hmmm...

thats all for now:)

i'll come back to write again if i am free:)

good nitez people:D

2010-02-25T21:07:00.002+08:00

common test week!! tml is de last day of common test... maths:D
stress in skool man... got a total of 10 baby hamsters at home now and a total of 18 hamsters at home!! :D hahax!!

anyone wanna buy from mii?? lolx:D

den cca is goin to resume tml after skool... still couldnt find anyone with de proper recording of our performance.. hmmm... sad... i really wanted to see how was our dance..
gotta study now:D
takecare people:D

2010-02-12T14:49:00.000+08:00

im back from school:D dance was well but my knee really hurts!! when we started performing, de audiences started laughing larz Damn it...got so funny mehz?? ken was there too:D glad tat he made it:D i almost fell down larz!! luckily i didnt;)

nth much to sae... i was planning after the celebration, to go out wif ken and other friends to celebrate but didnt noe that my mom would be such a spoiler larz!! she suddenly msged mii that she will be picking mii and my sis up from school after the celebration... i felt so fucked up man...
hai...

thats all for now, cause i will be packing my room and mopping de hse:D goin to be very very very tired!!

takecare people:D

2010-01-30T11:54:00.002+08:00

is it depression? im not sure... ken keeps on calling me, but i just want to be left alone for awhile... what should i do? what should i tell him? now he is thinking that i want to break up with him? hai... dance, school, studies, boyfriend problems, hai... i really dont know wad to do... i should sit down and start studying and pay attention if i really want to get a 10 for my O levels... hmmm... goin to have a geog test on mondae... gonna study now...

takecare everyone:D

2010-01-25T19:13:00.002+08:00

it have been weeks since i have posted something...
school have been very stressed lately...
Monday - Friday, i only have tuesday that i do not have anything after school!! i'm so freaking tired!!
schedule for mon to fri:

Monday - science remedial
Tuesdae - nth
Wednesday - mass cca
Thursday - geog / maths remedial
Friday - dance

i'm really going crazy soon... especially with the Youth Olympic games coming and our O levels this year might be brought forward... i dont think i could cope with all these stress larz...
hai... the poly course that i wanna take, the cut off points is 10... how de hell am i going to get that kind of marks??
hmmm... thats all for now...

takecare people:D

2009-12-29T15:22:00.002+08:00

HI people:D

Christmas is OVER!!

didnt get many presents though:( hehe.. kinda boring... hmmm... didnt get to celebrate christmas with my hubby:(:(:( hai...

i just gave away 1 hamster to huimin:D bye my little one:'( i will miss eu:( hahax.. now i left 3 baby hamsters and de parents... still goin to giv one baby hamster to hubby... den i will onli left 1 pair:D hehe:D

i went to skool for dance todae at 9, whole body aching now especially my legs:( tml got dance again.. but it is goin to start at 2pm... good:D hehe:D

skool is reopening soon... next week.. gonna study real hard to pass my O levels with flying colours:D hehe:)

takecare everyone:D

signing out:D

2009-12-21T16:24:00.003+08:00

hi people:D
i forgot to blog on tat dae after i collected my results:x sorry:) hehe:D
I PASSED:D :D :D :D :D got a 17 for my 5 subjects:D im so happy:D

EL - 3
MTH - 3
FNN - 3
C.SC - 4
C.HM - 4

i didnt noe tat my combine humanities will get a 4 larz!! de ss paper was like shit!! lolx.. i tink it was my geog which pulled my ss marks up:D
den maths was such a suprise.. de paper was hard yet i gotten a 3:D hahax!!
english was kinda ok :D
science was coz phy paper was kinda easy:D
fnn was ok:D just tat my essay write all de things tat i could remember dunno whether those are de relavent points annot... hahax:D

anyway, i'll be goin to sec 5 next year, so i'll have to study double hard to get a 1 time pass in my O levels:D i wanna get out of my secondary life asap and go poly and study de course tat i want:D

2009-12-17T20:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY MONTHSARY BABY:D

35 months!! tats so long:D love eu so much:D thank you for being here by my side always, and loving mii like eu never love someone in ur whole life:* love eu lots!! muackz:*

i'll be taking my N lvl results tml... im so nervous!!

I WANT TO GO SEC 5!! I WANT TO FINISH MY SECONDARY LIFE NEXT YEAR!!!

hahax!!!

if not, i'll kill myself!!! hehe:D

whoooohooooo!!! finally its out!! another 18 and half hours to result collection!!

cant wait!! cant wait!!

2009-12-16T22:13:00.002+08:00

hey people:D
nth much happen todae...
went to seoul garden at Tampines on mondae wif my mom, sis and bro, and ate alot of food:D
after eating, we went to de arcade to play a little then went to ikea to buy boxes.. after tat we went home...

boring right?

yesterdae de baby hamsters turned 3 weeks old:D with all de fur and those huge eyes which make them so adorable:D gonna giv a girl to ken and 1 to huimin:D still dunno which gender she wants:D i have put them into seperate cages todae... parents in a cage and children in another... they are now running about:D

and i saw something funny tat de mother and father hamster did... they were fighting for de wheel and den de father went to nibble her tummy and he got kicked right into de face and there was a loud "BONG" on de wheel where he hit his head... hahax!!!
super funny larz!!

i could spent all dae looking at my little ones... they make mii smile:D

2009-12-08T14:05:00.003+08:00

hey people:D
i jus got back from dance... ate lunch alr and goin to bathe:D

sorry tat i forgot to update my blog... hehe:D

there are 6 baby hamsters altogether:D
i could see de colour of de hamsters now, 2 like mother, 4 like dad:D
but i couldnt see de gender yet... and some fur are appearing and de eyes are opening soon:D
cant wait for them to start running around and playing with each other:D

will be goin to see "New Moon" tml after dance:D hehe:D cant wait:D

2009-12-01T07:48:00.002+08:00

GOOD MORNING people!!

i am back in singapore!!
i came back yesterday:D
and i found out tat my hamster was pregnant!! i was so suprised larz!!
when i left coco last week, she was still so small den when i came back yesterdae, she was so bloated up...

then this morning, THE BABIES ARE HERE!!! i can't see how many but i counted 5 :D i dont know whether there is more;) hahax!! im so happy!!

hmmm... abt malacca, nth much... all de same old things... hehe:)
takecare everybody^^

2009-11-26T21:49:00.002+08:00

hey people:D
i'll be goin to malacca tml morning so eu guys dont sms mii^^
i'll be goin there to do shopping!!
hahax:D
i think i will be back home in singapore on mondae...
nth happened... so bored...
i got sunburned!!
hahax:D
tats all:D
boring right?? :D
takecare people:D

2009-11-22T22:16:00.002+08:00

thursdae's chalet was great^^ got to spend time wif my dear and sis and de rest of my friends:) we did went to de beach to stroll but de water was kinda dirty so we just walk along de path way:) den came back to rest, and play de playstation:) de weather was not really good on tat dae coz it started to rain after we came back from de beach at around 1.30pm? and continued raining till around 6 plus den we started de fire at around 7.30pm coz we were waiting for justin to buy charcol back... hahax!! ate alot!!
den yifu keep on calling mii de honey queen:D hahax!!! coz they ask mii to glaze de honey on de food as we do not have butter...
had lots of fun tat dae but too bad i cant stay overnight:(
so mii and my sis went home at around 11pm...

hmmm... tml morning i'll be goin to my uncle's hse again but gonna stay overnight tis time with my cousins and sis... :)

my beloved hamsters :D

2009-11-17T17:18:00.008+08:00

fuzzie

coco and 阿肥

2009-11-17T09:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 34th MONTHSARY BABY!!

even though we cant celebrate this special dae together, i really hope tat we could celebrate in our hearts and would be able to stay long and sweet forever:* lurbex eu:*

cant wait to attend de chalet on de thursdae:) and watch de sunset together :D

i cant wait!! cant wait wait wait!!

hahax:D

takecare:*

2009-11-16T17:36:00.004+08:00

hey hey :D
we went fishing this morning wif my grandparents^^ but i didnt even caught a single one larz >:-(
lolx...
i stood there with de rod for like 1 hr?? but not a single one!! hahax!!
de people there said that todae is de last dae of de chinese calander and de fishes went back home to eat 'zhai', which it kinda mean tat went back to be a vegetarian for a dae...
lolx...

but seriously... non of de people there caught anything!! so after 2 hrs, we went back home:( de stupid hook hooked into my finger larz but its not tat serious:)

bored!! 3 more daes to de chalet:D
hehe^^ i cant wait!!

tats all for now:D

takecare everyone^^

2009-11-15T18:37:00.002+08:00

hi there :D
my cousins are here at my grandparents hse^^ playing wif them now...
i went to cut my hair jus now and it sux!! jus wanted to try a new hair style... luckly school is not goin to reopen soon otherwise i go skool will kena laugh by alot of people :D hahax!! but i'll be goin for de chalet on thursdae!! its goin to be embarassing larz =.= hai... shouldnt have cut this hairstyle:(

but nvm^^
my hair is goin to grow again^^
hahax...

still got abt a month till skool reopen^^
will be goin to east coast to exercise tml morning and maybe will be goin fishing^^
tats all^^
takecare^^

2009-11-12T19:58:00.002+08:00

im back from dance^^ we've just revised wad we had learnt during de past few lessons and learnt de new positionings :) i dont tink i'll be goin fishing tml morning:( im so tired!! hmmm... i have to report at 12.30 noon for dance tml...

i got alot of mosquito bites on my leg sia:( so itchy:( hehe...
nth much to sae ;)
bored...
listening to songs now^^

2009-11-12T09:19:00.003+08:00

the dance, just as the performance of the actor, the kinesthetic art, art of the muscle sense. the awareness of tension and relaxation within his own body, the sense of balance that distinguishes the proud stability of the vertical from the risky adventures of the thrusting and falling - these are the tools of a dancer.

~ Rudolf Arnheim

2009-11-12T08:45:00.005+08:00

de stupid bottle spoil de picture!! hahax...

i juz came back from east coast^^ went roller blading:) de sun rise was beautiful^^ hehe :D den saw lots of people fishing at de bedok jetty... maybe i would be goin there again tml to fish^^ hehe.. see whether can catch any tiny fishes annot^^ will be goin for dance later, at around 1...

i tink todae's dance lesson wil be very tiring coz left 2 more lessons to finish up de dance...

gonna buy h2O drink later... hahax:D

takecare^^

2009-11-11T21:16:00.003+08:00

i didnt go swim todae:( i found de weather cold... hehe... studied geog for next year, watched tv, continued to pack my room and i found many many tiny spiders crawling on de floor when i picked up a very thick book!!! juz imagine how many years i nvr pack this room alr... eewww...

i jumped and i went out of de room, coz i didnt dare to kill them ;) den i went back in with a pair of clean slippers and continued to pack my room^^ hahax^^

after tat, i mopped de whole hse but my room ish still not completely cleaned... hmmm...
will be having dance tml at 1.30pm but will be goin to east coast to blade in de morning wif my sis and grandparents :)

we are learning a new dance to perform for de sec one orentation next year and we onli have 6 lessons to finish learning!! tml would be our 5th lesson and de whole routine is almost done!! so work hard dancers!!

tats all for now:D

good nitez^^

2009-11-10T22:00:00.009+08:00

my blog is alive again!!!
MUAHAHAHAHA!!

i'm crazy... hmmm...
summary for this year:
had our SYF, and we've gotten gold!! woohoo^^
den study for my Ns again...
den our chinese dance group had a chance to perform at de Raffles City Convention Hall for de AYG closing ceremony and i had to be de one hu will be interviewed by Jade Seah and tat is so cool larz!! she is so tall!!! lolx!! den after tat, study for Ns again...hmmm... kinda boring... den it was teachers' dae and my dance juniors have to perform:) and there wasnt anyone there to help them makeup!! uhhh ohhh... luckly i was there to save them^^ hahax :D

after all these, study again...
den N lvls have been over abt a month ago on 9th october... nth much happen since then... i found de papers easy so i really hope tat i could pass with higher scores than last year's N lvl^^

hmmm...
as for todae,

i cleaned up my study room(in progress), my bed room(done), de whole house(in progress) ...

looks much better now... hehe ;D

went to toa payoh de NTUC juz now to donate de books that we do not need anymore...
den went to de pet shop to buy my hamsters' bathing sand^^

den went home...

miss my friends alot!!
last paper is tml so i do not wanna disturb them^^
all de best^^

there would be a bbq at changi SAF chalet and i am so looking forward to having fun there^^
i couldnt stay over night but my mom let mii stay there until late...
and therefore i am happy enough tat she had let mii go(:
im trying to gain her trust slowly so tat she could let mii have my freedom sooner... so i cant have any accidents on tat day to lose her trust;) ...

everybody in my house are asleep now except mii...
hehe^^

hmmm... abt tml...
will continue to packing my study room again...
den maybe go swim...

tats all for now (:

good nitez everyone
sweet dreams^^

2009-02-07T11:23:00.003+08:00

OMG!!! its really a long time tat i didnt post a blog alr... hahax... abt 3 mth alr?? hahax... its chinese new year alr... and its goin to be over soon!! sad=( i want it to last longer so i can collect more hong pao... MUAHAHAHAAHA... lolx... common tests are coming... starts on de 27th February... need to study!!! i hope i can get 1st... hehe...
kaex^^ takecare everybody^^ good luck and have a happy chinese new year!!!

2008-11-25T08:48:00.002+08:00

HI EVERYONE!! I'M BACK IN SINGAPORE^^ my blog seems dead alr... hahax... i'm sick:( got fever:( and todae got dance... should i go?? hai... de beijing trip was fun... went to alot of places... de great wall of china, temple of heaven, wang fu jing, etc... and we learnt a new dance^^ hehe... i kinda miss de weather dere... but i still, i prefer de weather in singapore... de weather was cold dere coz is its early winter... didnt got to see snow while we were dere:( sad:( wanna see snow!! lolx...

2008-11-06T13:55:00.002+08:00

6 more daes to my chinese papers!!! lolx... reeading tru my books now... hmmm... miss him so much!! hehe... eu reading tis now?? i said i miss eu^^ cant wait to see eu again... r eu goin anywhere during december?? maybe i wanna look for job and earn extra money for myself to spend or maybe buy you another ring... hehe... so bored now... takecare always^^ lurbex eu^^

2008-10-31T10:17:00.002+08:00

long time nvr blog le... hahax... nth much to talk abt... hmmm... abt yesterdae... i didnt go for dance... but todae i'm goin... den next mondae, tuesdae and wed i'll be goin but de rest i'm not until after de Beijing trip... coz i need to study for my chinese paper on de 1th and 12th... 11 more daes to my chinese listening and 12 more daes to my chinese paper 1 and 2... and den abt 6 hr later after my chinese paper 2, i'll be goin to de airport wif my laugage and all meeting my friends and teachers and we'll be goin to Beijing!!! yeah^^ so excited... but some of us are alr getting sick... so must takecare ar... lurbex eu guys so much^^

2008-10-14T19:19:00.002+08:00

2dae de video editing course lyke boring lyke tat?? but got some parts which r fun... mr roysten lend us a camera den we go aorund de whole skool taking videos... lolx... den ken was making all sorts of funny faces... hahax... den 12pm dimiss skool for us... den ken and i went to buy bag... we go AMK's ink bag shop... but den don hav any bag i see tat ish nice... den we go walk walk 4 awhile see whether got anyting else... den we go bishan to take a look at de zinc bag shop... den saw one bbag which ish nice... $47.50 man... lolx... i'm broke... hahax... den tml still need to pay wei siang $10 for brandon's birthdae present... really broke man... hahax... after buying de bag, in my wallet onli got $3 plus left... ken onli got $2 left... hahax... BROKE MAN...

tml after skool got briefing for de trip to beijing... hehe.. can't w8^^

i'm so sleepy and maybe i'll be goin to sleep early...

hehe...

good nitez everybody^^

sweet dreamz^^

bye^^

2008-10-10T16:39:00.003+08:00

woooohoooo!!! finally exams are finished!!! sorry didnt blog on de last dae of exam which ish on 8th october...
eu noe wad? i studied so hard for tis paper but in de end i tink i'm still goin to fail... lolx...
hahax...
yesterdae dere isnt any skool...
but i didnt noe...
so dere was onli mii, ken, joey, jarad and one more guy(didnt see his face clearly)...
5 silly people goin to skool...
hehe...
den mr raj told us tat we didnt hav skool todae... den asked us to go home and told us not to gather at de void deck... lolx...
stupid larz...
den mii and ken went walk walk...
den yesterdae was DAMN boring larz...
haiyo...
den todae juz passed by...
and NTH interesting happen!!!!
SO BORED!!!
WHEN CAN I GO OUT!!!
STUPID MAN!!!

2008-10-06T15:52:00.002+08:00

my life is so miserable... whole family go die larz... trying to help but in de end i get scolding... my brother is such a spoilt brat... his exams are coming and he doesnt even care... my mom and dad has spoilt him so much... cant dey be more strict?? it seems to late for dem to change my brother now... ask him to study is lyke asking him to die... everydae onli noe how to watch tv, play computer, eat, sleep... nvr once automatically take out his work to revise... i'm trying to help him but he gives mii tat kind of fucking attitude... wad comes after mondae? he saes fridae... wad de fuck? this kind of basic thing oso dunno... walao... and he ish alr in primary 3... i'm his sister and i should be helping... but den? its not appreciated... wad can i do now? juz sit here and do nth? sit here and watch him fall? can i? would i be blamed on again? i dunno... and i don care alr... he ish such a coward... when we tell him to stop doin wad he ish doin lyke, making noise, hitting my sis, throwing tantrums, he just don listen... onli until my mom takes out de cane and hit him den he cry... wad ish dere to cry? telling him properly he doesnt wan to listen... he shoudnt be crying at all... hai...

need to study F&N now... its on wednesdae... den i still need to w8 till 11&12 november till my N lvls are really over... good luck...

2008-09-28T14:22:00.002+08:00

its finally over...
we're ok now^^
we've cleared things yesterdae...

hmmm...
tml ish phy, chem and maths paper... so many papers tml!!! stupid... hai... hope de maths paper ish goin to be easy... i wanna score for tat paper... and try my best for my sciences...

good luck everyone!!

2008-09-25T16:46:00.002+08:00

wad happened todae.... hmmm... nth happen todae... its just de usual stuff... go to skool, study abit, emo abit... but i didnt cry... i'm juz bottling my feelings in my heart... and wad ish happening at home? all tis ish juz adding up... didnt sae a word to him todae... i cant take it anymore... i'm at home now... and i'm hungry... didnt really eat lunch... and dinner? i dont think i can eat even though i'm hungry... too sad, and to miserable to eat... hai...

we r having phy, chem and maths paper on mondae... i really hope i could score for my maths... hmmm... good luck guys!!!

2008-09-24T18:38:00.004+08:00

how many weeks nvr blog alr ar?? sorry..

hai... dunno how to start... alot of things happened and some shouldnt hav even happened... wads wrong?? when i am down, he doesnt try to cheer mii up... onli lets mii cool down and think... rarely did he hug mii and let mii cry on his shoulders... y cant we go back in time when we were just a sweet loving couple?? y does every relationship have to quarrel?? and y de word 'quarrel' even exists?? y cant everybody be sweet and loving and caring?? i hate tis...

and todae??... i don even feel lyke toking abt it...

GIRLS will have moodswings when dey r having menstruation... and guys out dere hu r so fed up of ur girlfriends giving eu attitudes, GET USED TO IT!!! DAMN!!!

and when she ish giving eu attitude, juz try to make her happy and cheer her up... she would feel very much better... and pls don oso go giv attitude to her...

y? coz its ish de way of life...

i've got a feeling tat i'm goin to retain in sec 4... if i don pass my maths and fnn, i will confirm retain... when i need somebody to giv mii support, dey r not dere... even my family... hai... i'm am such a failure...

[[i juz need a little hug to let my feelings out...]]

2008-08-24T10:55:00.004+08:00

yesterdae's dance concert ken came together with mii^^ so happie^^ its held at the Victoria Theatre de concert was kinda nice... its something lyke drama... the 1st item was 'welcoming spring' , next is 'life in tibet', then 'the cloud and our stories', 'when i grow up', 'liberty', incandescence', 'the past and the present'... then it was de 15 min interval... den during de interval, mii and ken went to de counter to buy de programme... its $2 man... anyway i found it cheap... tat time i went to a concert wif my mom dey are selling $10 and $20... den after buying, we heard fireworks... we ran out to the platform outside the Victoria Theatre and saw the fireworks!!! so nice^^

my wish actually came true^^ i wished tat someday i could watch fireworks wif him... i'm so happie^^ they were having the fireworks festival on fridae and saturdae... fridae's fireworks came from France... yesterdae's came from Korea... both are nice^^ but i still prefer yesterdae's... den the 15 min bell rang alr... so we went back inside... we didnt see the finalley of the fireworks.... so sad:( i tink it should be nice... hehe...

so we went back in and de item was 'message from earth'... this item was very creative... hahax... this was a 3part dance... den lastly it was the finalley... 1 girl almost trip and fell... lolx...

after de concert... my mom fetched mii home... hai... he didnt get to fetch mii home... sad:(

this nite was de nite which i had really enjoyed myself wif him... so now i must work hard and pass my N lvls and work hard for my freedom... takecares eveyone...

good luck!!

2008-08-23T10:40:00.002+08:00

i've got punk'd by my hubby yesterdae after skool... hahax... really stupid larz... hahax...

later on tonitez we r goin to watch a dance concert at victoria theatre... goin to meet huimin at tp central at abt 6.30... den maybe go eat a little den meet miss toh at raffles place mrt station den go to victoria theatre^^

ken ish coming too!! finally... i get to go out at nitez wif him^^ hahax... but den onli to watch de concert:( after tat my mom ish goin to fetch mii:( de i have to leave him again:( i'm sorry... so sorry:( hmmmm...

cannt w8 for tonitez^^
dunno wad to wear...
hahax...

lurbex my bear bear so much^^
muackz:*

2008-08-14T20:08:00.003+08:00

i feel so sick and miserable... all de words tat dey have said to mii ish discouraging mii more not to pass my exams... i wanna proof dem wrong but dey keep on saying fail fail fail... tis makes mii less confident... dey dont even believe mii tat i will do well... and now i dont even believe myself tat i have de confidence in passing... all tis gives mii to mood to study... dey sae eu tot teachers got really teach us during skool? dey juz throw de papers at us for us to do and when we dunno den ask teacher... i wanted to tell dem tat last time was last time... now ish now... time has already changed... and there ish nothing we can do to go back in time... but i didnt wanna argue wif dem... i noe tat i'm not good in talking back and everytime when i want to change my mood, i always kena scolding... hai... i juz feel lyke breaking down and cry... but no one ish goin to share their shoulders wif mii... eu guys must be wondering y my darlyn cant? hai... juz hope he would read this blog... i dont really wanna tell him...

`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~

todae's paper ish ss and maths...
and it ish really difficult...
in ss, i really tried my best to write all de tings tat i noe...
at least tis time i wrote abt 3 sides of paper instead of just 3 words...
hahax...
IN MATHS!!!
i wan cry...
i noe how to do but den i juz cant find de write anwser!!
QUESTION 10!!!
I DO UNTIL SIAO...
REDO UNTIL ABT 3 TIME...
TAKE BACK DE PAPER DEN I SHOW EU WAD I DID!!!
but in de end, de answer ish still not dere...
hai...
next week maths paper 2 i mus do well...
cant giv up...

tml's paper ish EL paper2 and phy paper1 and paper2...
hope i could do well...
jiayous!!!

2008-08-01T21:39:00.003+08:00

TODAY is de first dae of this month!!!
ANOTHER week has passed!!!
1 STEP closer to prelims!!!
11 MORE daes to go!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
CHOING ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!
MUST PASS ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!

lolx...
crazy right??
i noe...

went for dance todae=]
de warming up (ji ben gong) change le...
so i dunno how to do x]
hahax...

juz now dance sae end of year goin to bei jing...
i ask when den dey sae 8th november...
goin dere for 4 daes...
den i sae,
CANNOT AR... I 11 NOV GOT EXAM!!! T_T
hai...
so mdm tan sae she will go tok to de other teachers...
den see how...
hope i can go(:

hmmm...
16 more daes to out monthsary...
but now need to concentrate on studies...

נιαуσυѕ ωσя!!!

2008-07-15T16:28:00.003+08:00

ahhhh... finally i'm blogging again... lolx... it happened again todae... we quarrelled!!! i HATE tat...
Y izzit always when we r goin to celebrate our monthsary den we quarrel???
hai... i don wanna tok bt tis anymore... hope tings will get better... hai...

its raining now... de sky ish crying and so am i...
i'm hungry... didnt eat lunch... hehe...
charging my fone now... hmmm...
nth much to sae...

wad should i do next?
study,
eat dinner,
watch tv abit,
study again,
wash up,
den sleep??
maybe dream about someting??
hehe...

2008-06-24T20:58:00.004+08:00

my great grandmother passed away todae... she ish 94 yrs old tis yr... my mom called mii when i was having lunch wif ken juz now... when she tell mii i was lyke 'huh??? y?? when??' she was sent into de hospital 2 daes ago... but yesterdae she was alright wad... she talked alot... ate alot... tot tat she ish goin to alright... den todae... haix... cry... tml i'll be goin to skool as usual tml... maybe goin for dance... if cannot den no choice larz... hmmm... i'll try...

2008-06-17T19:29:00.002+08:00

to who ever who doesnt want to hear my long winded post for todae...
please do not read this post... later eu sae i very 'wu liao'...

todae we celebrated our 17th month together...
when i woke up and found myself in the dark...
i took a look at my fone to find out wad time it was...
it was abt 4 am...
then i saw the msg he sent mii at 3 am...
saying that he suddenly woke up after dreaming abt someting...
i tot he would sae someting else...
i tot he would sae happie 17 monthsary...
i said to myself, maybe he would sae it to mii in the morning...
so i went back to sleep...

i msged him at 8 tis morning but he replied at 10...
but he didnt sae it:(
he forgotten again:(
sad ar...

wad did i do todae?
hmmm...
i didnt even take a step out of my hse...
not even 1 step out of the door...
tried to concentrate on studying...
but cant...
when would all these stop?
i wan to get out of the hse!!!
be wif my friends...
hai...
i wan cry ar...
hai...

where is everybody whe i need a person to talk to?
huimin is at work... ken ish outside wif his friends... de rest duuno go where...

hmmm...
hope tml ish a better dae...
hai...

2008-06-13T11:42:00.002+08:00

it has been another unsleepable nite... lolx... hai... this ish the 3rd nite tat i cant sleep... hai... y? izzit because of all those tings? i dunno... i lay on de bed at abt 9.30... but den fell asleep at around 12 plus, 1... hai... dunno wads happening to mii... im goin to eat lunch now... takecares...

2008-06-12T10:12:00.005+08:00

late at night, i tried to sleep...

but how hard i try, i still stay wide awake...

thinking of something...

thinking of him,

thinking of what my family is doin to me,

thinking of how my family is treating me,

thinking of my friends,

thinking of myself,

thinking of the things they told me...

am i doing de right things for myself?

when will i be free?

when could i hav my little bit of freedom?

will i be the person tat i think i would be?

'pay first, play later'

i'm trying to listen to this qoute...

i am trying so hard to follow that qoute...

but all these thoughts are always running through my head...

cant concentrate...

i am 'under depression' right now...

everytime when i think of these,

my tears will start to flow down from my eyes and onto my cheeks...

feeling sad...

how can i stop these?

what can i do to stop all these

i try so hard just to ignore what they are telling me...

but then i cant...

i noe that they r doing all these juz becoz they care for me...

but have they ever stop to think about how i feel?

my love for him will nvr end...

2008-06-11T21:06:00.002+08:00

hai... met him todae^^ he came over to my hse^^ so glad tat i could see him... i gave him a great big hug!!! hehe... but he onli stayed for awhile... sad... hmmm... he gave mii perfume... hehe... den later got alot of tings happen at home... alot of misunderstanding... hai... hope skool reopens soon^^...
NEED TO STUDY!!! hai... didnt go for dance again... miss eu dancers ar... hai... regretted lots for not studying enough... got a feeling tat i'm goin to retian sec 4... hai...

JIAYOUS EVERYONE^^
GANBATTE!!!
hehe...
takecares^^

2008-06-08T17:12:00.002+08:00

yeah... finally in singapore le^^ hehe... 7 dae i malacca... so tired... hehe... did alot of shopping... bought some stuff... now at home... charging my fone... hai... i alr miss 7 daes of dance... tml still got dance for de whole week... but my parents don wan mii go... how lehz... hai... wan mii stay at home study... haix... sad ar... how?? lao shi will be very angry de lorz... haix... wad can i do???

2008-06-03T19:08:00.002+08:00

wahhhhhahahhh... i broke my thumb nail while bowling juz now... T_T... walao... de first throw... den lyke tat... T_T... hehe
den i use plaster den bowl... now abit painT_T... juz now in de morning de house got blackout... hahax... luckily its not at nitez...
miss eu^^
muackz=*

2008-06-02T18:17:00.002+08:00

i'm in malaysia now^^ juz taken a bath... now sittin on de floor typing tis blog... hehe... didnt go for dance 2dae... tis whole weeek got dance... sad tat i would be missin out some of the lessons:( hmmm... my hse here ish just beside a beach... i could hear the sea from here... it sad tat i cant see de sunset 2dae coz its abit cloudy:( hehe... went shopping juz now... bought some foods to hav for dinner... kinda bored... goin to watch movie now...

hope to see eu dancers back at skool soon!!!
takecare all!!!

2008-05-29T16:19:00.002+08:00

SO BORED AR!!! lolx... stayed at home since yesterdae... hai... packe my room yesterdae until now... havent even pack finis... lolx... so dusty... make my nose so itchy... **AHHhhh CHOOOOOOOOO** hahax... like so many years nvr pack lyke tat... hahax...

hmmm... need to study hard le... cannot be lazy le... hehe... now toking to miss toh and huimin online... nth to do... later need to conitnue packing my room and go take a bath... so HOT!!! stupid weather... all beccoz of global warming... everybody help abit lehz... no need turn on light den don turn on... everybody help help abit... to de whole word means alot de... lyke tat can le mahz... hehe...

2008-05-27T08:38:00.004+08:00

nice... so small yet so expensive... lolx...

2008-05-26T11:23:00.003+08:00

didnt blog yesterdae... hehe... abt yesterdae... my grandparents, mom, sis, bro and i went to east coast to hav fun... it waas in de afternoon at abt 3, we left de hse... den reached dere at abt 3.30... it was damn hot larz... lolx... den de sky look lyke its goin to rain... den in de end it didnt... my sis bro and i went roller blading... my brother kept on falling down... lolx... den after blading, we went too eat dinner at de kallang food court... den after tat we went home...

hehe... wondering y i 2dae so early blog?? coz mi grandmother 6 0'clock ask ii wake up alr... dunno 4 wad... lolx... i wan sleep ar...

2008-05-19T19:10:00.002+08:00

did someting stupid... and i did it again... if he was here i tink he would be angry wif mii... but den he alr ish... please for give mii... i'm sorry... i noe wad i have done wrong... i noe tat i've been too selfish... i'm sorry... dere ish skool tml... i hope everyting will be better... i really regretted it... i'm really really sorry...

2008-05-16T19:05:00.003+08:00

2dae ish such a fucking fucked up dae... 1st lesson was ss, den maths, den ish f&n.. den in f&n, we got back our exam paper... FAIL... fuck de teacher... fucking m.z.h.n... cheebye... see her name wanna vomit blood ar... knn... wan sae directly sae larz... go 1 big round den come shoot mii and maybe firman... sae wad we cheap... knn... if she ish not a teacher, i tell eu i will giv her a BIG TIGHT slap across her face... den somemore de exam paper de essay question, i write so long and she nvr even giv mii 1/2 a mark... HAIX...

after skool 2dae, dere was one chinese talk... starts at 2 but den wait until abt 3 den start... so boring man... almost fell asleep... I NEED SUBTITLES!!! hahax... don even understand wad de speaker ish talking abt... lolx... den in between got break... den got FOOD!!! lolx... nice(: den again talk talk talk... talk until i wan fall asleep again... talk until 5.30 plus... i'm so tired... now at home... ate dinner alr... goin to take a bath after writing tis... *buhbye* (:

2008-05-14T20:39:00.001+08:00

gotten back a few papers todae... i wan cry ar... lolx... i failed maths, ss, chem!!! passed chinese... hope de rest of de papers are betta scores... hai...

2008-05-12T18:44:00.002+08:00

hahax... 2dae f&n was fun... lolx... in de morning went 2 meet huimin at central den we go mac do menu... den she oso go eat breakfast...den in skool she remind mii to go buy de container 4 de food... den she ask mii whether i got bring my apron... lolx... guess wad... i didnt bring...i forgotten all about my apron and table cloth... den huimin help mii borrow de apron form yanni and table cloth from xuan hui... thx(: de cooking 2dae was ok... cook a spaghetti, den a sandwich, a dessert and salad... all de dishes are based on eggs... hehe.. sad... i didnt get any pictures of de food tat i cooked... hehe... i havent tasted my salad... i tink cannot eat de... coz de watercress i put in was not cooked... so i tink i would be disgusting... hehe... de rest are nice... yum yum(: tml no skool coz ish markig dae(: so maybe goin to invite some friends over... my sis invitin ppl oso... dunno whether coming annot...

(:signing out:)

2008-05-08T17:32:00.002+08:00

WOOOOOOOHOOOOOO!!!! exam finally finished... hehe... but for 4n3 f&n students still have de f&n cooking on mondae... i'm in de second shift... so goin to skool at around 10.30... no need go so early... hehe... goin to cook 4 dishes... i hope nth goes wrong on mondae... scarly i burn up de whole kitchen... hahax... goin to practice during de weekend... i'm so excited... hehe...

2008-05-07T19:58:00.002+08:00

2dae was physics paper 1 & 2 ... flung it man... goin to fail physics... hai... tml's paper ish chemistry... i tink i will oso fail larz... no need sae... lolx... went home myself 2dae(: but ken got follow mii(: hehe... went to long john 2 eat lunch after skool(: i treated him lunch coz he got no money alr... hahax... den after tat he accompany mii 2 take mrt home(: finally(: muackz :*

2008-05-05T14:17:00.002+08:00

got no skool 2dae coz got no paper for mii and de non mother tongue ppl... stayed at home all dae... goin out for dinner later wif my family... i'm leading a boring life... stucked at home... can't even go out wif my friends... hai... wad can i do?

tml ish english and maths paper 2...
need to study now...
bye...
takecare...

2008-04-30T10:24:00.004+08:00

yesterdae's geog paper was kinda hard... den de chinese paper was easy... hehe... todae ish f&n... it was ok bahx... most of de questions were general knowledge... hope can pass... tml no skool... stay at home study for fridae's social studies and maths paper... good luck!!!

2008-04-28T15:00:00.003+08:00

whoohoo... 2daes paper was kinda easy... juz writing compositions, english and my chineseB... hehe... tml's paper ish geog and chineseB paper 2... hope tat it will be easy for mii(: good luck everyone... need to go study now... takecares(:

2008-04-27T21:31:00.005+08:00

came home and talked 2 him on de fone juz now...

do eu really noe how i feel?
think abt it kaex?
after all tat eu hav done to mii...
are eu goin to walk away juz lyke tat?
do eu tink i will juz feel tat way?

i'm really trying to change myself...
but i dunno how...
i need help...
but no one ish helping mii...
wad do eu wan mii to change into?
i'm lost...

2008-04-27T15:18:00.003+08:00

didnt even go out yesterdae... so boring... M.Y.E (mid year exam) ish tml and my sister don even giv a damn... she ish getting out of hand these daes... she talks on de fone for hours... doesnt wan to study... wasting her time... we tried talking to her, scolding her... but she still doesnt listen... any1 can help?

goin out for dinner later to celebrate mother's dae wif de whole family...

need to revise my subjects for tml's paper now...

good luck everyone taking exams tml!!!

jiayous~~~

2008-04-26T12:05:00.004+08:00

i'm not dere... his church's anniversary... celebrating at sentosa... now... and i'm not dere... fuck... i hate it when dere ish someting but i'm not dere... hai... my headache ish back... sorry b3ar... turning emo at home... its lyke nobody cares anymore... tears are filling my eyes now... i dunno wad to do anymore...

2008-04-25T17:41:00.004+08:00

i'm sick for alr 5 days... so fucking tired... fuck de weather, fuck global warming, fuck de world... y ish every fucking dae getting worse?

y ish all tis happening? its all my fault ok? she ish not talking 2 mii, how? wad can i do? juz becoz of something... i really dunno kaex? i really tot tat eu 2 are alr fine... how do i noe tat eu hate her so much? i don go out wif eu guys, i dunno wad do eu guys tok abt when i'm not dere, i'm always not around wif eu guys onli when we r in skool... i seriously dunno... if eu really don wan to tok 2 mii den i oso cannot do anything... exam ish coming... study well everyone... good luck...

2008-04-22T16:19:00.003+08:00

when ur parents make a promise to eu, do eu really wan it to come true? yes? wad if dey break it? how would eu feel? wad if its a promise tat dey made a few years ago saying tat next 5 years dey will giv it to eu? and when de time comes den dey break de promise onli saying tat its ish for ur own good... how de fucking hell would eu feel? its lyke its so easy for dem to sae... but do dey noe how we feel? especially when dey promise to giv eu ur freedom... i waited so long for my 16th birthdae coz my parents promise mii tat i will hav my freedom on tat dae... but den... promise or no promise ish still de same... hai...

hubby, my bear...
i really need eu by my side right now...
all i need right now ish ur warmth and comfort...
but den how?

2008-04-20T20:06:00.002+08:00

hey... i'm back from malaysia(: shopped alot... but didn't buy anyting for him coz my mom confiscated all my money tat i brought to spend dere... lolx...so bad... hmmm... i picked sea shells at de beach at my hse in malaysia(: made a heart out of it(: i noe its little... out of shells... hehe... so bored... didn't go skool on fridae... so didn't get to see him... MISS EU LOTZ... see eu in skool tml... muackz(:

2008-04-17T20:15:00.003+08:00

its our 15 month together 2dae!!! yeah^^ so happi3(: celebrated in skool... nvr go anywhere... lolx... lets go for more^^ lurbex eu so much(: muackz :*

hey everybody(: i'll not be in singapore tml until sundae^^ i would be leaving for malaysia tml morning(: so don wonder y i nvr come to skool on fridae and y i nvr reply ur msges^^ hehe(:

takecares(:

2008-04-16T20:34:00.003+08:00

nth happened yesterdae... nth happened 2dae... but something ish goin to happen tml... it ish our 15TH MONTHSARY together!!! yeah(: i'm so happie^^ looking foward to our 2nd anniversary(:

2008-04-14T20:37:00.004+08:00

2dae was my little brother's burfdae!!! hehe... celebrated it yesterdae wif the family...

and todae horz... earli in de morning 1st lesson ish f&n... tat miss zaihana kpkb alr... sae wad onli these few students are goin to get A's for f&n... de rest are STRAIGHT FAILURES... fuck eu man... how can she sae tat? she ish a teacher and she should help us into passing... den somemore she call parent sae wad we nvr do de coursework properly... den tok until lyke she scolding our parents oso... den when my friend ask her whether she could do tis recipe eu noe wad she sae?? she sae eu tink eu could do tis recipe? cb... if she look down on us den don teach us larz... go teach another class larz... fuck... i wan transfer to miss haymini's class larz... staying in tis bitch's class no use... cannot even help us... stay for wad? next time i don wan go to her... goin to look for miss haymini from now on to help mii in my coursework... hai... regretted goin to her class... fuck... i still wanna complain somemore abt her but den tink tat eu all read den find it boring le... lolx... next time den complain somemore^^ hmmm... and den de weather 2dae was so fucked up again... so humid in de morning and in de afternoon making us all so pek cek... den juz now rain lyke hell... haix... its seems lyke i'n always complaining... hai...

2008-04-13T20:04:00.002+08:00

yesterdae was speech dae^^ hehe... i dance wrong!!! almost run to de wrong position!!! hehe... but we had fun... de costume was itchy... den after de dance got de finallay^^ den we wear de costume dance... so itchy^^

2008-04-07T19:40:00.005+08:00

i turned 16 todae and i'm happi3^^ celebrated in skool wif my friendz and ღ-=b3ar=-ღ... mii and ken went to bugis to eat but den cannot find any space... lolx... so many ppl!!! so we go mc to buy a strawberry sundae for him and a milkshake for mii... so we walk until abt 3.20 den go central eat long john... hehe... he treated mii^^ so after eating, we go walk walk... den after tat go back skool lorz...
but den... a part of mii ish not happi3... my mother made mii a promise... but now wad? nvr promise and promise ish still de same... tell her again tat she had made mii tat promise den she sae cannot guarantee tat i'll be safe... FUCK MAN... wad does tat mean? it means tat she still don let mii go out larz... FUCK LARZ... haix... burfdae or no burfdae ish still de same... as miserable as always... FUCK MAN... hai... some promises can't really be promised... waited so long for tis dae but den? hai...

ღlurbex alwaysღ

ღmuackzღ

2008-04-05T18:50:00.003+08:00

my family celebrated my burfdae wif mii juz now because dey would not be free on mondae... we celebrated but my dad was not dere... he was not in singapore as he went to de other countries for work... my mom bought mii a mini fondue which eu can make it at home... hehe... its so sweet!!! den she oso bought mii a longan and peach cake... i was nice^^ thx mom^^

ღlurbex alwaysღ

ღmuackzღ

2008-04-05T10:32:00.001+08:00

i found it!!! stupid mii... it was under a pile of clothes...
sowi3 to make eu upset...

ღlurbex alwaysღ
ღmuackzღ

2008-04-04T20:47:00.003+08:00

hmmm... todae dance was so tiring... hai... was so blurr... de teacher keep on changing de steps until i became so blurr... hai... den kena scolding... hehe... almost wanna cry out... hmmm... now at home... ate dinner... taken a bath... now using de com... later my grandfather come out and scold mii again sae tat come home so late alr still don wan to go study... den sae alot of stuff alr... hai... its lyke my burfdae ish coming and oso got no time to celebrate... i wanna celebrate it wif him after skool go out... but den ish lyke got remedial and all tat stuff... den i yesterdae oso lost something very precious to mii... i lost de necklace he gave mii and de ring... before dance, i kept it in a pouch where i keep my pins and de net for dance and kept it in my bag... but den i dunno y i can't find it... i've searched my mom's car, my hse, de dance room... but its not dere... hai... i'm so sowie -=b3ar=- i'll try to find it kaex? so sowie...

ღlurbex alwaysღ

ღmuackzღ

2008-04-03T20:42:00.003+08:00

wahhhhahhhahhhahhh.... i fell down during dance todae T_T... we all practicing de speech dae de dance den tat time raining... de window was open den de floor wet... start dancing le
den i running de 1st step den i slip and fell on my butt and was lying down on de floor... lolx... oso kena my elbow... now got 1 bruise... very pain T_T... hehe... but when i tink of it it makes mii wanna laugh... hahax...

ღlurbex alwaysღ
ღmuackzღ

2008-04-02T20:02:00.002+08:00

WHEW... todae's rehearsal was so tiring... de finallay (dunno how to spell=P) repeat until so many times... hmmm... its lyke almost everdae in a week need to stay back... de reason ish either got remedial or got CCA... hai... den by de time i reach home ish abt 7 o'clock or later... no need to study or revise or do homework ar? de skool tink tat we all robots ar? everydae work work work... even robots oso need to rest mahz... lolx... my stomach still pain and my back ish still aching... hai... y ish it always de gals hu need to suffer tis kind of pain every month???

huh?

hUh?

HUH?

someone tell miiiiiii !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

heh3^^

ღlurbex alwaysღ

ღmuackzღ

2008-04-01T17:12:00.004+08:00

he fetched mii home todae... and i ask him whether ish he still angry... den he sae april fool mii... lolx... idiot... i tot wad ting... haixxx... don ever do tat again ar... i hate tat... hmmm... he ish goin to celebrate his aunt's burfdae 2nitez and his mom ish leaving singapore to de phillipines tml morning... hav a safe trip dere^^ takecares^^

ღlurbex alwaysღ
muackz

2008-03-31T17:01:00.002+08:00

hmmm... mii & sis after skool accompany my grandfather go GIANT at marine parade to look for his tv control... hehe... so while he go into GIANT to find his tv control, mii and my sis go to de comic connection nearby to see stuff... i den bought a packet of straw to fold stars... den my sis bought bookmarks which has de wuzun face on it... lolx... den buy alr, we went out... when we walking, i ask my sis to call my grandfather ask him where he ish... den got one uncle ar... pushing de whole stretch of trolley into de GIANT keep on staring at mii larz... crazy... den i stare back den i sae see see see... ltr kena bang ppl den eu noe... den we went in de supermarket to find my grandfather... we found him... hehe... den horz got another two guy wear white t shirt stare at mii... BLOODYHELL... my face got write someting mehz? see see see... den some more point at mii... i saw tat and i stare back den he bluff bluff scratch him nose... stupid... hmmm... goin to take a bath soon... den goin to eat dinner... so bored... hmmm...

he 2nitez goin east coast for bbq...

hav fun kaex?

ღlurbex alwaysღ

muackz

2008-03-30T15:02:00.005+08:00

todae ish so bored... now got a few of my grandparents friends over here... dey met when dey went for a tour to china... talking and watching a tape about the tour...
hai...
quarreled wif him again... sainz...
plz stop forcing mii... i'm scared ok?
hai...

lurbex eu lotsღ

2008-03-28T15:39:00.012+08:00

2dae ish our skool's annual sports dae which ish held in the toa payoh stadium... dere were competitions lyke de 4X100m run, soccer and tug of war... de weather was damn HOT lorz... hehe... den at abt 11.30, my grandfather called mii and asked whether end alr annot... i sae havent end yet... so he ask mii to call him when de dey are giving out de prizes... den when giving out de prizes den i call lorz... he sae he not goin 2 fetch mii den ask mii and my sis to go home ourselves... den i happie larz... ken mii and my sis den go central after de sports dae... we went to old chang kee to buy de sotong on stick... hehe... den take bus 26 to kembangan... on de way to kembangan, we saw huimin somewhere in kallang area walking den she saw us on de bus... hehe... she board de bus den we talked happily... lolx... den after de 2nd stop, she went down de bus and went home... bye bye^^ den when we all reached kembangan, mii and my sis went to sweet talk to buy bubble tea... den ken waited for mii outside... my grandfather call mii and asked mii where are we alr... i sae walking... he sae cannot hear... den i sae louder... he still cannot hear... den i shouted I WALKING BACK ALR... den he ask mii walking to where??? so STUPID larz... i shouted WALKING TOWARDS HOME ALR LARZ... den he shout no need come home alr... FUCK??? den when my sis and i reach home alr my sis press de door bell... den we wait outside de door for a while den my grandfather came out and slap me... two slaps on my arm and one on my face... CHEEBYE... den he ask mii to go into de hse... den i kena scolding from him... sae wad tok dunno how to tok properly ar??? need to shout ar??? den i sae back i tok properly den eu sae eu cannot hear... i sae louder eu still cannot hear...still cannot hear den i shout larz... den my grandmother come kapo... sae wad take bus take 3 hours... fuck off man... where got 3 hours? don anyhow sae... den sae i useless... FUCK??

2008-03-26T21:38:00.003+08:00

1st post in tis blog^^ heh3^^
2dae during recess got someting very funny...
i pei my laogong huimin 2 go by drinks coz she was thirsty...
but den de teacher told de auntie not to sell to us coz we need to go up to de hall alr...
huimin was so pissed off and walked back to our table scolding @#$%!!!!
den got 1 guy jumped off his sit and looked so shocked...
hahax...
tat was de same guy which jumped when i called huimin's name during recess...
den we laugh and laugh until stomach cramp(:
hehe...

2dae ish oso very tiring...
after skool got mass cca den oso got de speech dae rehearsal which ish held on de 12 of april...
rehears until 6.30 plus...
BASKET...
lolx...
goin to sleep le...
so tired...
haiyo...